Wednesday, 30 September 2015

September 2015


Falling Apart

I'm going to forgo the typical format and just get straight to the bullshit that has made this entire month perhaps the most unbearable one thus far. For starters, you may have noticed the blog hasn't been updated since the last monthly checkup, that's just how much free time I've been afforded. I have no energy to do anything, most days I just want to lie in bed and rot. The idea that we die a little each day has never felt more true to me and I have come to take a bizarre comfort in knowing that. My health is failing. We haven't been able to determine why, but my doctor is awfully fucking incompetent so I will be visiting another one in hopes to achieve a proper diagnosis and possibly treatment. My hair is falling out in clumps, it's thinning all over; I no longer eat, I have no appetite; I don't sleep without waking up each and every hour on the hour, so I've had no choice but to resort to sleep aids. I have lost all motivation, my sense of humor, my passion for just about anything; quite basically I could give a flying fuck about anything any more. (For more profanity and complaining, read on ☺)
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